絶望 - ムック


作詞：ミヤ 作曲：ミヤ

ミンナ死んでしまった　すべてコナゴナに咲き飛んでしまった
一人荒野の果てに置き去りにされた…
「きっと明日は…」なんて言葉、これっぽっちの価値もないゴミ
そうだ、自殺の真似でもしよう　少しはラクニなろう

どす黒い絶望に囲まれて必死に掴んだその手は
ボロボロになって消えたとても大切な人のオモイデでした
苦しんでくるしんでクルシンデやっと見つけた小さな希望
それさえも今では腐ってしまってるよ

「夢」はいつか叶う」なんて言葉はもう聴き飽きた
「希望」なんて言葉簡単に口にする偽善者よ死んでくれ
「孤独」しか存在しない場所で何を求めればいい?
「絶望」しか存在しないこの場所に何を探せばいい?

誰もいない　何もない　此処には痛みさえも残っちゃいない
生きるためにすべきこと　それが何なのかも見つけられなくて
今はただ今はただ押し寄せる孤独に囲まれあてもなく
幻覚の空を草をかみながらゆっくり歩くんだ


Everyone has died. Everything has broken into pieces and flown away.
I have been left behind at the edge of the wasteland.
"Tomorrow will definitely..." - Words like this are rubbish without the slightest worth
That's right, let's just pretend to be suicidal. Let's become a little happier.

Always enshrouded in dark despair, the hand that I clung onto with my life
Has gone to pieces and disappeared. It was the memory of someone very important to me.
Hurting, hurting, hurting, finally finding a tiny piece of hope
Even that has rotted away.

"Dream" will come true some day - I've enough of words like these
"Hope" - Hypocrites who easily hang this word on the corner of their mouths should destroy themselves
"Isolation" - In a place with nothing but this, what should I seek?
"Despair" - In this place with nothing but this, what should I search for?

Here, there is nobody, there is nothing, not even pain
What I should do in order to live - I have no idea
Right now, there is nothing - Right now there is nothing but an overwhelming solitude - I have no aim
Chewing grass in the sky of illusion, I walk along leisurely

Labels: MUCC

posted by sj @ Thursday, July 02, 2009 3:16 AM | permalink |